Entry for January 17, 2006

Woke late in the morning from a dream in which I was dating a guy who had the same disfigurement as I do. He had a great personality, but I was dreading the moment I'd have to kiss himwith his disfigured eye looming at me.
Sure enough, when the moment came, I just couldn't do it and drew back in discomfort. His eye - I thought of falling down an empty well and never being able to get out. Is this the reaction others have to me? I guess it varies by individuals. I felt discouraged, but it was morning and I had things to do. To be continued. . .
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